So the truth is, we will never really know the truth....







                              I have so much left to say to you its ridiculous. Why couldnt you just tell me the truth really i wouldnt have cared and its not like i was ganna go around telling everyone. Even though i should becuase you went around telling everyone something that wasnt even true, but im not and immature bitch and wouldnt do that to you. What pisses me off the most is that you acuse me of cheating on you, which i didnt! When you were the one talking to someone behind my back! For a while too! My ass you still love me, actually my ass you ever did! I fucking gave my all for you! I told you i loved you even after i said i could never say that to anybody ever again, i beleived you even after i said i would never believe anyone who said that to me again! Im a fucking idiot, expecially becuase im still in love with you and im always going to be. You broke my fucking heart and you dont even care...... 

  I fucking love my school, the way they all talk shit. It fucking great. Things that arent even true! like WTF, where do you mother fuckers come up with this shit seriously ive been through so much bullshit through the  last month that this shit doesnt even bother me anymore! say what you fuckin want i dont give a fuck! The only thing that bothers me is you have nothing better to do than talk shit. 
 


      Anyway, Going to bed, i dont have to get up at the ass crack of dawn tommorow for once!

Okay so im sitting in wendys right now waiting for niki to get off work so im sitting here for another hour. woot!



Anyway i had to work yesterday. On thanksgiving!!!!  WTF! I hate my job, actually i think they hate me, just becuase i dont bust my ass there like my sister used to. Their fucking assholes. epecially donna, fuck you bitch ! your not even my boss! And Debbie, god shut the fuck up, you think i dont have a million other things to do! And andy GIVE ME SOME GOD DAMN FUCKING HOURS! sorry im not ganna suck all your fucking cocks and bust my ass for nothing.

seriously fuck my life.

People say the bad memories cause the most pain but its the good ones that actually drive you insane.